A little over a year ago, I decided
to go back to school. For years, I’d talked myself out of the idea. I have a
full-time job in a call center. You ever hear that saying, get a job you love
and you’ll never work a day in your life? Well, I’ve worked every day at this
job for almost twenty-five years. I want to write books and to see my
characters come to life. Would a degree really help me with writing fiction? Does
anyone buy a book based on the education of the author?
Growing up, I struggled in school,
and to a great degree, it was because I was expected to fail. I certainly wasn’t
encouraged, and if I struggled in a subject, I didn’t get the help I needed. I gave
up on trying at a fairly early age. Part of me wanted to go back just for the
sake of achieving. Plus, I never bothered to walk the stage when I received my
high school or associate’s degree. I didn’t think anyone cared. In retrospect,
I feel confident I was correct. Nobody in my family even bothered to ask me if
I wanted to walk the stage, nor had there been any real acknowledgment of
having graduated. But it would be silly to go back to school just for the
chance to walk across the stage, right? I needed to believe I’d get something
out of it. A new career.
I’m lucky enough to work in a job that
has a program to pay for my college, so it wasn’t the money. But it was a huge
investment of time and effort. Was it worth it? Or was I just looking to stroke
my ego?
It occurred to me; besides writing,
I have given workshops on things such as Dialogue, Characters, and Common
Mistakes Authors Make. I also run a critique group, although we haven’t been meeting
since the beginning of the pandemic.
Maybe I could earn a degree,
including a master’s, and then learn to teach it.
So, I enrolled online with Southern
New Hampshire University. The downside has been less and less time to focus on
my writing, something I hope to remedy. I have two books in progress, a sequel
to plot and plan, and a few ideas on deck for my next novel. Over the next
couple of weeks, look for blog posts on what’s being worked on, and what may be
to come.
The upside is, when I put my mind
to it, I found out that I’m not a bad student at all. The classes have been
challenging, but after just finishing my 10th class, I have a 3.967
average. I was also invited to join Sigma Tua Delta, the International English
Honor Society.
Now, I’m starting to question if
teaching creative writing is a smart career choice, but I have time to make my decision
there. I might throw out my thoughts in a post as well. I will graduate SNHU
with a bachelor’s in English with a concentration in Creative Writing, but as I
have 11 electives to fill, I plan to use those to explore another option.
In closing, going back to school
was the right choice for me. I do feel a sense of pride that I haven’t before.
But it is time for me to try and find more of a balance so that I don’t have so
many characters sitting around, waiting on me.
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